Yes, from my eternal sleep I have awakened! Back here on DA I have found myself, and I am here to stay.
Lately, if anyone has noticed, I have only come on DA to answer comments and send thank you's for favs, but never posted art or journals. Now I am back. With a scanner. Yes, scanner, which will make my life a whole lot easier. I have to tell you, trying to take pictures of artwork with shakey hands is sort of difficult . Although I have not been online for a... long time, I have still been active with my artwork, and therefore have lots to submit. Starting tommarow. Hopefully. My step-father still has to hook up my scanner, and I think I'll torture him with nagging until he does. hehehe.
Apart from that, I've signed up for the gym, and I love the machines and workouts. The employees there are so helpful, they even measure and weight you so you can track your work, it's so great. But once I started at the gym after my birthday back in the beginning of June, I havn't actually had a conversation with any of my friends, which was just brought to my attention when my friend McKenzie called and was all upset by it. Gosh, I'm so sorry to them, I really don't know what has gotten to me latly but I've been oddly secluded. It's not that I'm lonley at all, but that I just don't feel the need to talk or be around anyone else, I almost always want time alone. I feel guilty, because most of the time, I'm just floating around my house without reason or want and just lazy all the time, I feel like I should do something fun for my own good. For almoast a month I've just been doing chores and being lazy, but never doing anything worthwhile. Which is why I'm breaking the chain tommarow by staying a few nights at my grandparents and visiting my father and (hopefully) my sister and brother. It may not seem like much, but I need to find other ways of entertaining myself besides being a couch potato. At least I have horse camp to look forward to at the end of July, that will definently get my on my feet with new friends and responsibilities. Hopfully they give me the horse I had last year, it almost seemed like you didn't even have to say 'trot' and she would start. I always thought that horse could read my mind, but then again, she's been with the same camp for ten years, so I bet she gets these things down.
Oh, and I'm sorry if I don't read any journals, because presently I have 160 journals that have been stacking up over time. I'm sorry, but I'm just not going to read every single one of them because I don't have the time for it.

to all! and thank you for reading! -Nikka